AND TO THINK I WASN'T

Things that you said are in my head But now they're always on repeat And right when you left i called my friends and asked if i could stay the week And i know you're never talking to me when you're talking in your sleep Wake up with nothing real to say to me And to think i wasn't your everything And lying on my chest do you feel anything Running outta wasted time Tell me you're not tired of trying You wanna put it all to sleep I don't wanna believe we're dying And to think i wasn't Your everything And lying on my chest do you feel anything You can blame it all on me But i can't leave it all behind You wanna put it all to sleep I don't wanna believe we're dying I might just lose my mind if you don't stay off it Seems i already forgot who i am I don't pray enough thank god that i made it out Still holding on to memories i don't want to What'd you have to do that for i don't care if it wasn't often Though i know the answer wouldn't mean anything now All i wanted gone when you fade out I can't do this right now And to think i wasn't your everything And lying on my chest do you feel anything Running outta wasted time Tell me you're not tired of trying You wanna put it all to sleep I don't wanna believe we're dying And to think i wasn't Your everything And lying on my chest do you feel anything You can blame it all on me But i can't leave it all behind You wanna put it all to sleep I don't want you to leave but if you go Then run away Gone like a ghost haunting me leave me alone Dig me up and drag me down Ohh go and run away I'm somewhere you don't wanna be I'll bend if you don't Break it off and let me down