Lost Year

Desert sun, a whirling wheel

In the sand, stuck and surreal

Flaming water, sink or swim,

Is fire on my burning skin

Bulletproof, but still shot down

Racked in pieces to the ground

The world revolved me

I see things I used to see

Serene water

Radiant border

It lights a levitating promise

Is floating on the shiny surface

Watching, waiting underneath

The surface I forgot to breathe

Outside - cold delay

Outside - sensuous ways

Sirens howl, and storm bells ring

louder than the anything

clamor fights with piercing calm

hammering thoughts, I’m gone for long

Desert sun, a whirling wheel

In the sand, stuck and surreal

Flaming water, sink or swim,

Is fire on by burning skin

Serene water

Radiant border

It lights a levitating promise

Is floating on the shiny surface