Hurts Like Hell

How can I say this without breaking? How can I say this without taking over? How can I put it down into words? When it's almost too much for my soul alone I loved, and I loved and I lost you I loved, and I loved and I lost you I loved, and I loved and I lost you And it hurts like hell Yeah, it hurts like hell I don't want them to know the secrets I don't want them to know the way I loved you I don't think they'd understand it, no I don't think they would accept me, no I loved, and I loved and I lost you I loved, and I loved and I lost you I loved, and I loved and I lost you And it hurts like hell Yeah, it hurts like hell Dreams fight with machines Inside my head, like adversaries Come wrestle me free Clean from the war Your heart fits like a key Into the lock on the wall I turn it over, I turn it over But I can't escape I turn it over, I turn it over I loved, and I loved and I lost you I loved, and I loved and I lost you I loved, and I loved and I lost you And it hurts like hell