Guidance

I spoke to God even though He don't care how I feel I sent Him letters yet I found them returned and sealed All of my prayers left unanswered yet still I would kneel I spoke to God even though I don't know if He's real I heard that evil is silent I know my demons stay quiet Until I ask for compliance That's when they claw and they riot So keep me awake Even though I Wish to escape From these thoughts I ponder and pray Even though I've Lost all my faith I will survive I watched below as I saw my son fall in a field I let his heart fall apart then I taught it to heal I let him ask me for guidance I met his questions with silence Hiding the answers inside him I always knew he would find it So keep me awake Even though I Wish to escape From these thoughts I ponder and pray Even though I've Lost all my faith I will survive He placed the earth in the palm of my hands Asked me to fix all the problems it has Now I think I finally understand So keep me awake Keep me awake Keep me awake Even though I've Lost all my faith Keep me awake Even though I Wish to escape From these thoughts I ponder and pray Even though I've Lost all my faith I will survive