Something To Prove

I've been chasing something so far Trying to catch it dancing on bars Shameless gaze lingers so dirty Isn't that what makes me worthy? She makes me nervous, he makes me numb He grinds my teeth, she fills my lungs He'll size me up with hungry eyes She looks at me like the sunrise Oh I'm still searching for pride She gives me her whole world He lends me his midnights I'm safe on her shoulder He won't leave on the lights She's weightless like water He's heavy on my mind She knows without asking He wouldn't guess I've cried I'm tryna love her I know that he's not right I know that she sees me, he's just willingly blind I'm trying to love her, I swear that I do I just need him to want me like there's something to prove Like there's something to prove He's just a line that won't get me high enough She tastes like wine straight from a coffee cup I've been waiting for someone like this She's all I want but what am I to him? Tired apathy leaks from his mouth Her tongue is soft yeah her words pour out There's so much left to unlearn 'Cause I thought love was something you should earn Oh I'm still searching for pride She gives me her whole world He lends me his midnights I'm safe on her shoulder He won't leave on the lights She's weightless like water He's heavy on my mind She knows without asking He wouldn't guess I've cried I'm tryna love her I know that he's not right I know that she sees me, he's just willingly blind I'm trying to love her, I swear that I do I just need him to want me like there's something to prove I've got something to prove Like there's something to lose