Insania

Here's what I got so far I've given up I've had enough I took the time I overthought I paced around I fucked it up I lost all hope that I could make art This fog in my mind won't part Got thoughts cooked up but the oven door's stuck Nothing good will ever come out of this rut Starting to wish that I was cracked up Muse please give me a little spark I had a good line, but it left me (fuck) Tried so hard to get it back, but Everything I write since then is trash A dangerous mindset to get But the only way I can see this end Gimme just a little bit of mеntal split 'Cause everything I makе is shit Hate, hate, hate this song Don't, don't, don't sing along Plug, plug, plug up your ears Stop, stop listening I made it worse fucked up the verse Can't build a rhyme (quality takes time) I see (no please) No choice for me (don't say it) I wanna (stop) I wanna be Insane I wanna be insane I wanna be insane I wanna be fucking crazy Insane I wanna be insane I wanna be insane I wanna be fucking crazy A breakthrough: Go mental For a long time I've meant to Uninspired, so tired Of failing my potential No, it's not right, don't say that (why?) Sanity's not a handicap (yeah?) You've been blessed with a healthy mind This mental block party will die It's not enough It's not enough I need a messed up life full of tragic stuff A little bit of grief A little bit of sadness Words come better when you're writing with a purpose A mediocre waste of space Hoping to be great was a big mistake Going nuts wouldn't help that much I'll still get stuck and I still suck I still suck I still suck I still suck I still suck Definition of madness, mental assault I'll repeat these words 'til I change the result I still suck I still suck I still suck I still suck Say it again and again and again Until my brain gives up and goes Insane I wanna be insane I wanna be insane I wanna be fucking crazy Insane I wanna be insane I wanna be insane I wanna be fucking crazy When I am buried, cremated or carried away you'll remember my name Vision's the price of admission to stardom and madness won't get you the fame Don't you think I know? Don't you think I know? Being a damaged legend sounds so damn romantic though Don't you think I know? Don't you think I know? I'd rip my brain apart to make it easier to show Maybe I'll still make this work Inspiration never struck But this is wrapping up and Sorry there is no such luck (Fuck, I suck)