Backwards

Okay, I'm blue in the face, yeah As I lie on the floor I'm tired, exhausted Whatever synonym you'd like to use from the night before Ayo, fuck this shit, I'm tired of chasing bitches I already wasted too much time I could've used on business And I guess I did it in the name of tryna find a missus But I'm starting to realize that everybody switches, yeah Everybody be switching sides Took me too long to recognize that I've been living backwards, my life is a disaster Priorities are out of whack I'm tryna get on track, yeah I'm in need of help, can't find it Heard pressure makes diamonds But I feel like a pebble Who isn't worth a dime yet Been living backwards, my life is a disaster Priorities are out of whack I'm tryna get on track, yeah I'm in need of help, can't find it Heard pressure makes diamonds But I feel like a pebble Who isn't worth a dime yet Every time I go out now I get a rush to my head Been starting to think That maybe the world is better off with me dead I ain't living for the right reasons no more I'm not as happy as I used to be way before This all started, bombarded I got fucked over and became cold-hearted Wish I never ever changed 'Cause things won't ever be the same Yeah, I've been living backwards, my life is a disaster Priorities are out of whack I'm tryna get on track, yeah I'm in need of help, can't find it Heard pressure makes diamonds But I feel like a pebble Who isn't worth a dime yet Been living backwards, my life is a disaster Priorities are out of whack I'm tryna get on track, yeah I'm in need of help, can't find it Heard pressure makes diamonds But I feel like a pebble Who isn't worth a dime yet