Overthinking

See, lately I been overthinking I can't seem to find the strength these days Yea I know I should be thankful for my health Don't be too hard on myself They say brighter days are on the way Still I'm sitting here just overthinking Hoping by tomorrow I can find the cure Feel I should be doing more Why does life feel like a chore these days At time I pray for rain just to wash the pain away Im over thinking bout overthinking Yea, yea Yea, yea Im over thinking bout overthinking Yea, yea Yea, yea Like did I write the last great record I got in me Are my friends all sitting there saying they proud of me Acouple people i owe an apology And middle finger to every single people out there who ever doubted me, look This right here really a gift and curse Like no matter how hard I try I keep making it worse Push away the people I love cuz deep down i feel ashamed Tryna build my fortune I could give a fuck about the fame Im tryna tell you All that shit is lame to me Really, years later still feel the same to me Chip on my shoulder been heavy Felt like im more than ready Am I doing this right here just for them to forget me Lately I been overthinking I can't seem to find the strength these days Yea I know I should be thankful for my health Don't be too hard on myself They say brighter days are on the way Still I'm sitting here just overthinking Hoping by tomorrow I can find the cure Feel I should be doing more Why does life feel like a chore these days At time I pray for rain just to wash the pain away Im over thinking bout overthinking Yea, yea Yea, yea Im over thinking bout overthinking Yea, yea Yea, yea I wake up in the morning I take a look in the mirror Sometimes I can't recognize the person and it don't clearer I feel the energy off now Lessons feel more like a loss Tried to go right all my wrongs tell me what more do they want Now all my Insecurities getting the best of me Depression set it, Now its weighing on me heavily So I roll up another one thinking that'll be the remedy I had people I called friends turn into enemies, off jealousy I ain't perfect, never claim to be Try to avoid negativity Feel like it aim for me You gotta go and prove everything that you say to me Need the universe to sway for me See, lately I been overthinking I can't seem to find the strength these days Yea I know I should be thankful for my health Don't be too hard on myself They say brighter days are on the way Still I'm sitting here just overthinking Hoping by tomorrow I can find the cure Feel I should be doing more Why does life feel like a chore these days At time I pray for rain just to wash the pain away Im over thinking bout overthinking Yea, yea Yea, yea Im over thinking bout overthinking Yea, yea Yea, yea