Deadeyes (VIP)

I don't sleep anymore Dead eyes Cold floor Same old shit that I don't learn Two steps back Get burned Look at this mess Drinking every day fucking depressed Claw at the walls of the pit Fuck it I don't sleep any more Dead eyes burning blackened holes through the cold floor Never seem to learn from my mistakes Relapse 10 more times before my body fucking breaks Still a fucking mess, still self-obsessed Still depressed, and lost in the process So I claw at the walls of the pit Fuck it Sick of fuckin living in a trash heap So weak Shadow of myself up in the mirror is all that I see So stressed out got me burnin' out Self-obliteration and I'm feeling so divine Overthink I'll never make it Fuck your future it's too late cus No one wants to hear your bullshit You entitled waste of space Never gonna find a message Uninvested You're pathetic, shut your face Every night alone I disgust myself Stranger in my skin like I'm someone else Give me something real give me something true Cus I'm fucking rotting on the inside without you Terrified I'll never find the answer Suicidal Sunday yeah my head hurts I just wanna believe I can be Something better something higher A transcendent form of me