Push It Down

I don't wanna know what you think of me I don't want you to think of me at all And I don't want the grinding in my teeth I don't want the tension in my jaw 'Cause I've been sleepin' with the light on, bleedin' 'til it's all gone Nobody can tell me that I got it wrong Walkin' with my shoes off, cryin' in my bathtub Tryin' not to die but not tryin' hard enough I've been trying to push it down But sooner or later it all comes out I can hold my breath and count But sooner or later it all comes, all comes out Well, nobody knows how bad it gets Except for everyone I've ever met Just waitin' on the day I grow out of it Slammin' my head against my fists 'Cause I've been sleepin' with the light on, bleedin' 'til it's all gone Nobody can tell me that I got it wrong Walkin' with my shoes off 'til I get to your house I could be alone but I'm scared of what I'll find out I've been trying to push it down But sooner or later it all comes out I can hold my breath and count But sooner or later it all comes, all comes out 'Cause I've been sleepin' with the light on, bleedin' 'til it's all gone Nobody can tell me that I got it wrong Try to talk to Jesus, I haven't heard a thing yet Broke another mirror, but tell me who's counting? I've been trying to push it down But sooner or later it all comes out I can hold my breath and count But sooner or later it all comes, all comes out It all comes out, comes out It all comes out, comes out It all comes out, comes out