endless riots

On my own, stuck in disarray (disarray) Killing time 'til I know I'll end up grey Cloudy eyes, smile on my face When it fades away I know what waits Now I'm up against the wall, up against the wall Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall Up against the wall, up against the wall Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall You're lost and you can't hide it Why can't I face the silence? On and on and on, I made something On and on and on, outta nothing Defined by my defiance My thoughts are endless riots On and on and on, I made something On and on and on, outta nothing See the face of someone else in my reflection Is it me or a vision of depression? Craving joy is becoming my obsession I can't get enough Up against the wall, up against the wall Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall Up against the wall, up against the wall Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall You're lost and you can't hide it Why can't I face the silence? On and on and on, I made something On and on and on, outta nothing Defined by my defiance My thoughts are endless riots On and on and on, I made something On and on and on, outta nothing I'm just a fragile disaster Dreaming in black and blue, ah Why can't I face the silence? (Silence) You're lost and you can't hide it Why can't I face the silence? On and on and on, I made something On and on and on, outta nothing Defined by my defiance My thoughts are endless riots On and on and on, I made something On and on and on, outta nothing On and on and on (I made nothing)