Chaos (feat. marc indigo & ME)

These desires will blind you And that's the start of the end I'm just trying to remind you I won't take part of pretend Now, I see evil inside you And wicked thoughts in my head I want this light without darkness What is life without sin What is peace without chaos? And lately what planet's god been on? Why am I now constantly getting shit on? Everything's changed, now it feels like a spin off I guess it's my problem for caring too much The Universe gave me more love Than regulator people can dare bare to touch But that's the reason that everything fucked There's a knife in my back and I can't lay down So, when I die place my face to the ground Full disrespect my self-hatred is now The only thing I have been thinkin' about I've been solvin' my problem with drugs and some sex A fifth and a zip got me feelin' correct I ain't origami won't fold I won't bend But deaths in depths of my head (Deaths in depths of my head) These desires will blind you And that's the start of the end I'm just trying to remind you I won't take part of pretend I don't sleep, I'll just rest when I'm dead I don't forgive and I never forget Used to sleep where my clothes would be kept Used to sleep in the rain with no roof on my head I've got drugs, I got pain and regrets Life's got me failin' the test What can you give when you've given your best? One hundred percent nothin' less Might as well rip my heart outta my chest And leave me for dead Last year alone I had 20 attempts Had 20 doctors say I need the meds Had 20 therapists mess with my head Popped ten beans and then ran outta' breath Saw the light but had no hand to guide me I stumbled right through hell blindly Fell back to earth, but I'm fine see If you wanna die quick then go be just like me, yeah These desires will blind you And that's the start of the end I'm just trying to remind you I won't take part of pretend