Disarray

I'm losing myself every night and day Only you can make me stay Baby, don't let time be wasted You should stay away from me Stay away from me I try to be the person that I wanna be The man is that I just wanna let my mama see in me I think I'm getting closer to what bothers me It's my inner conscious, the demons keep on slaughtering Me from within, gotta speak, hold it in Don't know where to begin, think I'm back at the bedrock Stuck where I left off, might as well be dead Now I'm clinging to my lost love, pull me from the depths now So can you pull me up again? I'm losing my serenity, I'm losing all my friends Maybe it was never meant to go as I had planned And maybe it was all pretend, didn't matter in the end, ay 'Cause the memories are fading in the dust Don't remember who is with me, who the fuck I'm supposed to trust? Hope that everything is better once I shed the fucking crust Only time will tell who's really one of me, one of us Steady losing my mind Time to leave me behind You know that I tried But you didn't know that I lied Is this my final goodbye? I kinda hope I survive But this feeling getting worse every night Wish that I could see the light I'm losing myself every night and day Only you can make me stay Baby, don't let time be wasted You should stay away from me Wish that I could keep you safe Wish that I could keep us straight You know I won't last the ages I'm still stuck in disarray I'm losing myself every night and day Only you can make me stay Baby, don't let time be wasted You should stay away from me Wish that I could keep you safe Wish that I could keep us straight You know I won't last the ages I'm still stuck in disarray Stuck in disarray Stuck in disarray