Avenue

I've been tired of losing sleep I've been tryna find my peace I thought I was on your surface until I got in too deep And you know I've been at your service every time you needed me But it ain't right to spend the night without your body next to me I can't get a hold of you I've been looking for a way to let you go 'Cause I'm not the same man that I was before But tonight I think that you should let me know I can't get a hold of you I've been looking for a way to let you go 'Cause I'm not the same man that I was before But tonight I think that you should let me know Can I hold you? Even if it's for the last time I ever do 'Cause your love's the only one that I ever knew So I'll drive all the way back to your avenue All I ask from you is, can I hold you? Even if it's for the last time I ever do 'Cause your love's the only one that I ever knew So I'll drive all the way back to your avenue, your avenue So how about we pick up where we left off? Heard you got a new man and you ran off But you couldn't give a damn, my heart was in your hands I guess you'd understand why I went off Sipping Henny just to help me get the edge off Showing up at your door, like a stand-off Drunk dials, got me telling you to get lost And how I truly hope you're happy with your next love How you made a mess of Mess of me, what's left of me It's fucked up that I only gave the best of me The only girl in the world with access to me Treat me like I'm nothing but accessory You a necessity, I want you desperately Although I know you only gon' end up depressing me Want you caressing me, and undressing me Tell me you love me, even if it it's just to mess with me I've been tryna get my head 'round the fact you gone I get high, sip strong 'till the break of dawn I've been lying to my friends, say, "I'm moving on" Then go cry in my bed, maybe write a song I know it's ages ago But I just can't let you go So for one more time, I just wanna know Can I hold you? Even if it's for the last time I ever do 'Cause your love's the only one that I ever knew So I'll drive all the way back to your avenue All I ask from you is, can I hold you? Even if it's for the last time I ever do 'Cause your love's the only one that I ever knew So I'll drive all the way back to your avenue, your avenue I don't wanna hear your regrets or apologies I just want you to hold on to me Without your love, it's so hard to breathe It's getting hard to breathe And I hope that you see that you've got me right where you wanted me You've broken your promise, but honestly I don't want your love, I just want my peace Let me die in your arms Let me die Let me die in your arms Let me die Let me die Let me die Let me die in your arms Let me die