Zero

Note to self undefined I must confess, I'm terrified I know I said that I will stand But I am too scared of spilling my guts So I'll cross my heart but hope you'll find The distress hiding between the lines I'd like to tell you, I'm at the edge of breaking down Cuz I drown myself into the nonsense My heart speaks at a tone that no one can hear People tend to understate The pain you feel so you wait For the day someone is able to understand And here I am, till the end Sick of the masks but still playing pretend I live in the fear of anyone finding the weakness I'm hiding Cuz I'm more afraid of living than of death (Stop the world, I need to get off it) Will I burn in hell if I try to escape? (They say you will) I want to sleep to make it through but I lie awake Wondering: Why can't I find a way to rest a bit? Yeah, I'm so tired of being here Wasting time in overthinking I'm Paranoid Suicidal I'm afraid to let go I remember, that soon or later My savior could become my tormentor And if I tell you how I feel You'll say my pain is unreal I'll keep the secret safe I'm digging my grave And here I am, till the end Sick of the masks but still playing pretend I live in the fear of being the one to leave behind More afraid of living than of death (Stop the world, I need to get off it) Will I burn in hell if I try to escape? (They say you will) I want to sleep to make it through but I lie awake Wondering: Why can't I find a way to rest a bit? THEY SAY YOU WILL THEY SAY YOU WILL THEY SAY YOU WILL BURN IN HELL YOU'LL BURN IN HELL IF YOU TRY TO ESCAPE