Apology Garden

I'll leave my bags under your lash line So I can build my garden I'll grow a peony, plant a poem Take it as my apology One time I took care of you But two times I thought about me (thought about me, thought about me) Three times I needed your help Before the apology I don't know how to plant Only know how to sow I don't know how to give Only know how to grow When I am down (down) You take me home (home) You gave me life (life) Still I throw you stones (stones) I'm counting up pebbles Counting up everything to you I owe In my garden there's a river That washes into the bay I take my pack up for a journey I'm still looking my holiday One time I took care of you Two times I thought about me Three times I needed your help Before the apology I don't know how to plant Only know how to sow I don't know how to give Only know how to grow When I am down (down) You take me home (home) You gave me life (life) Still I throw you stones (stones) I'm counting up pebbles Counting up everything to you I owe You never got your roses I take them all as mine I fear I'll lose my focus Still now we've run out of time (oh) I don't know how to plant Only know how to sow I'm working on how to give Making the space to grow So when you are down Let me take me home You gave me life Now I finally know A garden of peonies Blooming with everything to you I owe I'm counting up pebbles Counting the endless ways to grow