I Fall Alone

I left my shit at your house So I could see you again I hope I won't get locked out Cuz you just want to be friends I can't stop thinking about you I can't find meaning with out you I left myself at your house But you never came home I lie to myself and say that this time it'll be different I lie to myself and say that this time you'll change I hear you laughing in your bed Goddamn I'd rather be deaf We fall in love inside my head I wish I was better than this But I fall alone I can't get a grip I keep sinking my ship In the waters you invite me in How do I get over you? And know that it can't be true That you would ever want me again Again! I fall alone I fall alone All alone Lay me down and take my heart right out I'm all alone Fuck Hate being all alone Standing on the edge I woke up to gray skies Circling my head like a vulture Telling lies Won't settle for failure Digging in the dirt for whatever he can find I'm standing on the edge As the world is falling I'm ready to jump in But the ledge has caught me Over and over The weight on my shoulders I want to stay high but the grounds getting closer I'm standing on the edge As the world is falling World is falling down Tried to get off Before I miss my stop Out of ideas lately Even my songs are sick of me They all say that I'm crazy This plane still comes down quickly And crashes to the sea Every time I dip Leaving you behind Feeling something hit I think it's time I get out of here tonight