Cynical

They say everything happens for a reason Yeah I hate that shit They say that you learn a lesson after grieving Yeah I hate that shit Cause the void only fills with the same thing Every swipe gets a bit more degrading I'm tired of waiting Forgetting that dating Is so that you can you find the one I wish I could think like a kid Shooting for the moon not it is what it is And I miss that blind optimist Thought it'd all work out But now I'm just so Cynical Cynical How'd I get so Cynical Cynical First kiss, First time, wrap your body into mine And we'll call it love Chasing, pipe dreams, always and forever we Til you had enough I could've sworn that she was it What does that say of my judgement Now she's off in Paris and I'm here embarrassed Cause I thought I figured it out I wish I could think like a kid Shooting for the moon not it is what it is And I miss that blind optimist Thought it'd all work out But now I'm just so Cynical Cynical How'd I get so Cynical Cynical Yeah life gave me lemons And soured my taste When life knocks me down now I bruise and I brace There's highs and then lows Love comes and it goes I want to be close Open up let it go and be Vulnerable vulnerable When did simple things get difficult difficult When did I get so damn cynical cynical How'd I get so Cynical Cynical Cynical Cynical Cynical How'd I get so Cynical Cynical Cynical