If I Loved A Boy

If I loved a boy (If I loved a boy) Would you love me any less? If I didn't enjoy (If I didn't enjoy) Being married to my ex Would you be annoyed? (Would you be annoyed?) If I told you I was depressed But you don't need to answer, 'cause I know the answer (The answer) And I know it's always been yes Goddamn it's looking real bad When you tell me where you are and I tell you where I'm at But God's plan isn't looking half bad 'Cause everybody wants what they know they'll never have But thеre's no chance that I'll be seeing that 'Causе I wanna feel love, but I'm only feeling sad 'Cause Gods plan is basically my dad's And all he's ever wanted is a son he's never had But I know that I only really want you It doesn't matter what they say or Jesus could do If this is sinning then I don't think I like the truth 'Cause if I don't get you baby tell me what's the use? ('Cause if I don't get you baby tell me what's the use?) ('Cause if I don't get you baby tell me what's the use?) ('Cause if I don't get you baby, if I don't, if I don't) If I loved a boy (If I loved a boy) Would you love me any less? If I didn't enjoy (If I didn't enjoy) Being married to my ex Would you be annoyed? (Would you be annoyed?) If I told you I was depressed But you don't need to answer, 'cause I know the answer (The answer) And I know it's always been yes Lately I'm a pain in the ass 'Cause I think a little long when I should be thinking fast My friends only want for me the best but I push 'em all away and I stay where I'm at Oh shit, I'm in my head again Doesn't matter where I go, doesn't matter where I've been 'Cause my head, yeah it's only gonna spin And I didn't even drink it wouldn't matter if I did But I know that I only really want you It doesn't matter what they say or Jesus could do If this is sinning then I don't think I like the truth 'Cause if I don't get you baby tell me what's the use? ('Cause if I don't get you baby tell me what's the use?) ('Cause if I don't get you baby tell me what's the use?) ('Cause if I don't get you baby, if I don't, if I don't) If I loved a boy (If I loved a boy) Would you love me any less? If I didn't enjoy (If I didn't enjoy) Being married to my ex Would you be annoyed? (Would you be annoyed?) If I told you I was depressed But you don't need to answer, 'cause I know the answer (The answer) And I know it's always been yes Love me, love me Love me, love me, love me Love me, love me, love me, love me, love me Love me, love me, love me! If I loved a boy Would you love me any less? If I didn't enjoy Being married to my ex Would you be annoyed? If I told you I was depressed But you don't need to answer, 'cause I know the answer And I know it's always been yes