My Favorite Pillow

Now that I know what love feels like I pretend it don't exist Caught your glimpse at 816 The tear stains on my bed don't miss Bring your favorite pillow we're going to war And I'll see you at the end Is it wrong that I still care though you treat me bad? Is it bad that I still think you're the best I had? I lost my sleep Couldn't see you in my dreams When I get lonely, it's my time of day You call me crazy We're broken, it won't sustain Cuz when I'm up you're gone the next day You kept me waiting on a heartbreak Now that I know what love feels like I pretend it don't exist Caught your glimpse at 816 The tear stains on my bed don't miss Bring your favorite pillow we're going to war And I'll see you at the end My mom still fucking asks about you So I tell her that you died Cuz I don't wanna make it about you When I'm still dying inside too These white picket fences couldn't hold me back And I really meant to ask you Are you glad you didn't stay? Cuz I'm not really happy for you (For you) Can I be your worst? While your running in circles tryna forget all the hurt Keep running, my love Keep ruining my life Tangled in a one-track mind I just want a pillow fight (Tonight) Keep running, my love Keep ruining my life Now that I know what love feels like I pretend it don't exist Caught your glimpse at 816 The tear stains on my bed don't miss Bring your favorite pillow we're going to war And I'll see you at the end