Don't Want to Feel

I know I've broken promises I'm way too good at keepin' you from gettin' in I've seen exactly how this ends I never get too close, afraid to lose again 'Cause I'm thinkin' back to 17 When I was young and so naive Fallin' into love like such a fool Yeah, I was dumb, but she was mean It broke my trust and honestly I never wanna feel that hurt again I'm so done breakin' down my walls for someone To break me 'til I fall apart Loneliness is not that hard And I'm over waitin' for a sense of closure Tryin' to cover up these scars Won't fix another broken heart And I'm over waitin' for a sense of closure Tryin' to cover up these scars Won't fix another broken heart (heart) Can't help but wonder if it's me You say I'm too closed off But maybe we're not meant to be And I'm afraid of who I've been The weight of those mistakes I've made won't let me let you in 'Cause I'm thinkin' back to 23 When I was drunk and so was she Said the words "I love you" for the first time We fell so fast, we couldn't see Our story was a tragedy I never wanna feel that hurt again I'm so done breakin' down my walls for someone To break me 'til I fall apart Loneliness is not that hard And I'm over waitin' for a sense of closure Tryin' to cover up these scars Won't fix another broken heart And I'm over waitin' for a sense of closure Tryin' to cover up these scars Won't fix another broken heart