When did You Realize?

(Be whoever you want to be) (Forever) I was holding out for you I wish you'd understand me And the world I had to lose All according to your planning Just another mistake in your far longed past Unrenowned to the world and our falling out Another moment I wish we could talk it out A missed call left with no reply Oh my life You don't need to try and say Our last demands It's clear they've gone away And I am last to see it as it goes 'Cause I don't want you out the door Oh the years Have come to shape my life With emptiness and no one to say it right A fire in the past Now a little of you carries to the next And the time that I pulled upon a fate That I tore apart and pushed aside Oh my light I'm sorry that I didn't stay Along the course That could've lead us straight And I repent On how it got this way And I'm so sorry every day I want a moment just to tell the truth A moment just to talk to you A moment to find some diligence Listen to your own voice once again When will I find the time to heal? And just when will I think back on the years? Just when will I find my way alone? And when did you realize you're done? Oh my light I'm sorry that I didn't stay Along the course That could've lead us straight And I repent On how it got this way And I'm so sorry every day