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Nothing
Pop
Nothing wurde am 16. Oktober 2023 von Jackires Records als Teil des Albums Suppressed: The Afterglow Chapter veröffentlicht
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Veröffentlichungsdatum16. Oktober 2023
LabelJackires Records
SpracheEnglish
Melodizität
Akustizität
Valence
Tanzbarkeit
Energie
BPM111

Musikvideo

Musikvideo

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Santiago Cabrera Rodriguez
Santiago Cabrera Rodriguez
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jackires
Jackires
Producer

Songtexte

I met you in the first year of high school
So handsome guy, so strong, oh, so cool
But then I liked your then girlfriend, didn't then know me like that
You and all knew, there was drama like there was hate between us
Months later, we're in the same classroom
Sorry for all in a note to you
"Can I call you bro?" I asked you there as well and you said yes
We became close, I fell for you, a love so fucking boundless
Ignored the obvious red flags
Suppressed all what didn't fit with your shitty standards
None ever said what we were
But then you told someone else, from whom I later learnt
You were my all
But to you I was more like nothing at all
Our seats were changed and I just freaked out
Nightmares happening, you ignoring me, not having you 'round
Tried to be okay, my world was ending
Cried in my room quietly scared of rejection
Forced talking, thought I did wrong, I apologized
You typed "you're a pain", we patched again, it didn't felt right
Carnival week, I gave you another chance
On paper all was good but still felt that sense of foreboding
Thursday noon, you were so mad
Asked why maybe too many times, wish I didn't do that
You getting ready for break
And just before you left with "you stress me" you said goodbye
You were my all
But to you I was more like nothing at all
That goodbye so tough, but just so deserved
'Cause who am I to think that you could ever love me?
And you once told me "you should love yourself"
Simply 365 you were my first priority
Everything you had, everything you wore
Everything related to you, not the same as before
All forever yours, all of you just screams
Now all that talk to you make jealous, wish that was me
My friend who you told what I was to you didn't lie
It was so clear, this unreturned love, smoke in my sight
But I can't say that all this shit's your fault
'Cause I was the one who with the wrong one fell in love
Short breaks, inside jokes with common friends
Long waiting, derailed love train
Unreturned favors, last minute changed songs, secretly saved pictures
Burst bubbles, failed conversations
Spread secrets, cringey revenge, dates to remember, deep wound
Novel from a line, never said birthday wish
Class days without you but you there
Anxious state, questions, was obsessed
None to talk 'bout this, wanted "thank u, next"
Fake moving on, am I good?
Begging to say sorry, you and calisthenics
On the beach with your Capricorn friend
Seeing you everywhere all the time
Written by: Santiago Cabrera Rodriguez
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