Outcast

I can fit in, be quiet, be polite Be what they want, every day, every night I shut my mouth, hold my breath 'til I'm blue Doin' everything I have to (everything I have to) I can dress up or just down, just depends on Whatever looks best, according to them But at the end of the day When I take off my mask I'm a bit of an outcast I'm a bit of a loner When I look in the mirror I just don't know her I'm sick in the head And these thoughts of my exes Now I'm suspicious of anybody Who's ever claimed to love me at all I break my own heart tryin' to be Everything that they'll ever need I bite my tongue, bite my tongue 'til it bleeds It's getting harder and harder just to agree I could blend in or stand out, what's the trend? Feels like I'm livin' and breathin' just for them But at the end of the day When I take off my mask I'm a bit of an outcast I'm a bit of a loner When I look in the mirror I just don't know her (I just don't know her) I'm sick in the head And these thoughts of my exes Now I'm suspicious of anybody Who's ever claimed to love me (me, me, me, me) at all I'm a bit of an outcast I'm a bit of a loner When I look in the mirror I no longer know her I'm sick in the head And these thoughts of my exes Now I'm suspicious of anybody Who's ever claimed to love me at all