This Time

There's no way I let my guard down, I need to be smart now I'm gon' have to do it for the ones I'm leavin' in the dark now Everything is on the line cause I'm for real this time I'm gon' make it far and if I want it then I need to start now Walk it off and keep On movin', I can't ever stop, I need to do this, cause what I did was stupid I won't let nobody else see what I got or they come reachin' for it, I was bleedin' for it They don't see the reason for it I believe in lettin' time pass But every time I try to pass the time, I see the times I used to have the time To spend a lot of time with who I love, Ay, I made a deal that I would heal in time See how I would feel in time and deal with mine Put a lot of bills into the bank and hope it Fills in time There's a lot of dimes, just give me a little time, I'll make sure that I do what I will and now I live and grind, cause I'm for real this time Never thought that someones time would come before my time was done Thought my time was short but his was shorter cause I tried to run Sorry to my homie, I could never be the bigger one Gonna fight the one that put you down and I won't lie in blood For real this time I could tough it out but I still think about that time again I could turn around but I can't leave my friend behind again Maybe once I die we meet again and we could shine again I guess only time will tell, Wait till it's time again This time, I won't let my guard down, This time, I need to be smart now I'm gon' have to do it for the ones I'm leavin' in the dark now Everything is on the line cause I'm for real this time, I'll make it far now What's the point of my adrenaline? I can take a bullet and be gone before a minute ends Waste a life in seconds, I'm guessin' I'll never live again I won't drop the beef and stay seated until it's fixed again, we spin again I cannot currently move, I need to run it back I cannot currently move, I need to run it back I cannot currently move, it occurred to me, I wanna stay where I met you I cannot currently move, it occurred to me, I wanna stay where I met you Now that I left you, I think I'm goin' insane cause you died and I shouldn't have let you I'm gonna slide in a minute, I'm sure it's time They gotta see what the weapon do Always regret that I wasn't ahead of you Should've been me but I wasn't prepared to get shot in the head for you I'm ready for war, This time my people gon' win it We pull up with Glocks, This time I promise my shooters gon' hit it I'm startin' to feel like myself when I think about you So I feel like I'm winnin' Trimmin' the bush I'm not beatin' around it Hit it until it gon wilt, then I'm in it No I ain't finished Head full of thoughts im surrounded Heart keep on pounding I had to search for the truth and I finally found it, no way around it