Before I Fade Away

It's feeling I can't shake inside I wish I could escape my mind Am I really running out of time To change the course of what I leave behind? What will I leave behind? Like a tidal wave Crashing down on me Holding me underneath Fighting gravity Can I make a change Before I fade away It's a darkness hidden deep inside I'm choking on my bitter pride Why do I always wanna run and hide? When I'm the one who locks myself inside? Why do I run and hide? Like a tidal wave Crashing down on me Holding me underneath Fighting gravity Can I make a change Before I fade away I'm underneath the surface I'm losing sanity Will I fold under pressure And let it bury me? Fighting gravity Can I make a change Before I fade away Will I fold under pressure And let it bury me Will I fold under pressure And let it bury me? What will I leave behind If I'm six feet deep? Like a tidal wave Crashing down on me Holding me underneath Fighting gravity Can I make a change Before I fade away I'm underneath the surface I'm losing sanity Will I fold under pressure And let it bury me? Fighting gravity Can I make a change Before I fade away