that was then

I hear your voice and my heart's kickstarted Through the crowd, somewhere 'round the edge of the apartment It's been a few months, and as much as I want To say that I don't want you You're looking back now and I start to falter 'Cause I keep running through the past tryna figure it out But that was then and this is now You kissed me in the kitchen light when no one was around That was then, where are we now? Do you think of me at all? Do you remember how it felt to hold on to each other Like we couldn't live without what was then? Well, this is now So I act unattached but you got me unguarded Just doing what I can to keep it so light-hearted But I can't help the fact that my mind keeps track Of everywhere your hands have been to Think it's too late now to ever restart it 'Cause I keep running through the past tryna figure it out But that was then and this is now You kissed me in the kitchen light when no one was around That was then, where are we now? Do you think of me at all? Do you remember how it felt to hold on to each other Like we couldn't live without what was then? Well, this is now So if you feel nothing, can you just say so? 'Cause we were never black and white, you painted a rainbow Didn't draw lines, so the colors combined What shade have we bled into? We were a summer-kissed red, but oh, that was then And this is now Now, now, now