LMF(Love Myself First)

It's been a long time Since I感到自信'bout myself 思緒的傾倒在我腦中like dominoes 我知道也許現實比我想的好太多 I don't know幾坪大的空間I can't find myself I guess it's a few glitches or something 在簇擁之間feel that nobody loves me I hate myself I can't even take a selfie Can't nobody tell me Can't nobody help me(out) 每天問自己到底為何而活 如果到另個世界的話 Will I be alone 我幹嘛沒事自討苦吃硬兼兩份工 每天都一個頭啊兩個大啊 又不紅 焦慮襲來頻率不再只是sometimes 討厭舊的作品硬著頭皮上台 心很封閉卻要假裝把手張開 I can't take the spotlight 我寧可當個旁白 有時面對有時逃避 把自己禁錮又想逃離 懷疑的根越來越茂密 惡意或好意 Can't tell these around me 但就算nobody loves me There's nobody loves me Need no someone's love I can love myself I should love myself first 但就算抬不起頭路還是要接著走 如果墜落我知道還有家人接著我 不該再耗費心神擔心一切變成空 像還沒生病瞎操心就開始尋找antidote I told myself這需要時間醞釀不像快遞 像阿法說的短期虧損我們真不在意 不該再否定自己想像 you don't even try it 在條件滿足前 先確認是否真的賣力 開始望向遠方 同時注目每個當下 開始懂把生活擺第一 偶爾給自己放假 開始懂得留些縫隙 光總從裂縫透進 想拿起越多 越要學會如何一一放下 I ain't need to make it right uh 感受這一切then write down Things make me laugh or cry out 雖然總想look back,see the future 但最重要是right now 有時面對有時逃避 把自己禁錮又想逃離 懷疑的根越來越茂密 惡意或好意 Can't tell these around me 但就算nobody loves me There's nobody loves me Need no someone's love I can love myself I should love myself first