Funny

Funny how it disappears the second you give in When the world comes to terms with the way that it spins Funny how you rearrange, how your mind begins to change Hold yourself a little tighter in the arms of your old age And when nothing else is working and the air is getting thin I will hold on like the first time, feel a pulse beneath my skin I can feel it I know it's true I can't heal What I hold on to, hmm I wish I could make the promise, I am this and nothing more But there's holiness in finding I was something else before And I held my head in water like I wasn't scared to drown Like I knew when it was over, I'd be finished looking down Am I someone you believe in? Can I trust what I can't see? I'm still alive and breathing, you won't take the rest of me I can feel it I know it's true I can't heal What I hold on to, hmm Give me a minute, I need another quiet day My hands are shaking in the worst way Give me a minute or two, maybe a year would be enough I'm still deciding if it's worth it for all this stuff I can feel it I know it's true I can't heal What I hold on to Give me a minute or two, maybe a year would be enough And I'm still deciding if it's worth it