Is It Me ?

Looking in the mirror and I'm teary eyed Gazing at myself an I can't help to cry Gun and knife inside my hands I'm thinking suicide It's so easy being dead then to be alive She told me that she leaving even tho I'm changing I'm losing patience my emotions need containing Is there somebody else that you been entertaining Girl why you playin Girl why you playin Nobody understand the things that I done been through I'm all alone I got nobody I can vent too Depression kicking dealin with too many issues Nobody listens I don't got no one to run too Is it me yeah Is it me Is it me yeah uh Is it me Got these ghost to keep me company They tell me everyday that something really wrong with me These days it's hard to find relations that are promising That's my opinion people tell me that it's only Me I'm tired of Thugging acting like there's nothing going on When I be doing right they tell me what I'm doing wrong I'm fighting demons we can never seem to get along Tell me you love me now don't wait until I'm dead and gone You knew I loved you won't you give me just another chance You telling me that me an you should stick to being friends Tellin myself on how I'll never fall in love again They never realize all the damage that they cause within You knew it hurt me just to see you leaving me behind You said you needed space but I know that's a fucking lie My mind keep telling me that you done fucked another guy Done wrong too many times they got me fucking traumatized Is it me yeah Is it me Is it me yeah uh Is it me Tell me what I did wrong What I did Can you please tell me what I did wrong Is it me yeah Is it me