girl in a china shop

I'm a stupid Socrates Wear skirts with all my soccer tees I push out all my best friends To invite all of my enemies And I am kind to what is cruel I starve myself to feel more full While others drink for confidence I drink 'til I'm incompetent (ooh) I want the boys who don't want me Ignore the texts that I should read I'm always on my phone Talking about why I'm so lonely I look my best when I feel my worst 'Cause love doesn't count if it doesn't hurt I am a lightweight, I am a daughter I am a dead weight, I am a monster I am a girl in a china shop Counting the damage can't pay the cost I break things, I take things Composure I'm faking Compound my mistakes Until everyone hates me I am a girl in a china shop Scared that my worst is the best that I've got I only hurt the people Who would never hurt me back I go on shitty dates, make the good ones wait I know there's so much wrong with that I disappear to feel more seen Habit of breaking routine To tell the truth, it's nothing new I carry a baseball bat and a broom But I'm the most breakable thing in the room I am a girl in a china shop (ah) Counting the damage can't pay the cost (I can not pay the cost) I break things, I take things Composure I'm faking Compound my mistakes Until everyone hates me I am a girl in a china shop Scared that my worst is the best that I've got (Ooh) scared that my worst is the best that I've got (Ooh, ooh) There's not a delicate bone in my body I just wish that someone would stop me There's not a delicate bone in my body I just wish that someone would stop me I am a girl in a china shop Counting the damage can't pay the cost (hm) I break things, I take things Composure I'm faking Compound my mistakes Until everyone hates me I am a girl in a china shop Scared that my worst is the best that I've got