Gunehgar

Khud hi khud se mai haar ke jo baitha hu Umeedein saari mai taar ke jo baitha hu Lakh koshishe ki dil ko sudharne ki Phir bhi shadeed ek gunahgaar bana baitha hu Saath mere shuru se diya tanhai ne Qaid huva nafs ab na maangta rihaayi ye Thak chukhe hont ab kitni safaai de Peet peeche khanjar aur saamne bhai hai Qasam khuda ki ab dil nahi lagta Yaadon mai teri mai raaton ko jagta Mai musafir jo khushbu se teri bhatakta Mujhe jaana tha ghar ko tu dikhade bas rasta Wo rasta jo jaata ho tere dil shehar mai Jaha mukhatib ho tu mujhse shab e sehrr mai Jaha basay tu aake chaaro pehrr mai Ye aarzu e dil na baatein mehz ye Wo paas hai mere itne jaise libaas hai mera Tu jaanta nahin tu kitna khaas hai mera Afsurdagi ka aalam mai udaas akela Tum dekh nahi paaoge zakhm itna gehra Sifar se kiya hai safar ye shuru Khuda gawah na mila ek pal sukoon Sar kholo pathro se kapdo pe khoon Kabhi kabhi lagta ye zindagi meri fizool Khali hai kamra par duhe se bhar kar Duniya haseen tu achi nazar kar Duniya ghamgeen tu apni fikrr kar Mujhe dikhne lagi mere naam ki qabar par Mujhe abhi nahi marna kuch adhure hai sapne Haath phelaao mai maangu bas rab se Ki teri raza yahan kitne sawar gaye Mai bathka musafir dikhade tu raste Hum chadh rahe hai upar par na thokro se bachke Hum jaaye kaha phir yaahan se hatke Hum teri nazar ko hai kabse taras rahe Tum chale gaye hum bas waqt rahe ginte Meri nazar se bhi ho chuke ho gaafil Ho chuki hai daiir aa jao ab wapis Ek waqt tha saga ab ho chuka hu qaafir Mai khud ko mar ke bana khud ka hi qaatil Khud hi khud se mai haar ke jo baitha hu Umeedein saari mai taar ke jo baitha hu Lakh koshishe ki khud ko sudharne ki Phir bhi shadeed ek gunahgaar bana baitha hu