Unlovable

Look at my flaws, how could he even care? Took a long time for me to notice that I was broken I was born to outspoken Feelin inside an ache that can't be ditched Wondering why I ever left my heart so open No ones love I am deservin It hurt so bad To know, we'll never be The way I'd hoped, we'd be That's why I'm unlovable I'm unholdable I'm disposable You see You see, I'm ungrateful You see I'm disgraceful I'm distasteful You see My momma said a man is not your worth Laying in bed can't hear her cause no one my arms are holdin Late at night my mind is racin What if I'd been a perfect girl to him? Made him his bed, gave head, you're right hun you're so perfect He'd say "My love you are deservin" It hurt so bad To know, we'll never be The way I'd hoped We'd be That's why I'm unlovable I'm unholdable I'm disposable You see You see, I'm ungrateful You see I'm disgraceful I'm distasteful You see