Won't Feel the Same

When you're staring out the window With your head up on his pillow Does he know that I'm the one that's on your mind? I'm on your mind 'Cause he don't love you like I love you He don't touch you like I touch you He can try a million times, it's such a shame That it just won't feel the same Uh, it's been six months since the day that I saw you So many lonely drunken nights that I wanted to call you You're living rent-free in my mind, there's no way to ignore you Turns out I meant it when I said that I'd always adore you I heard you're telling all your friends that you're glad that we're over But if you are then why you walk with a chip on your shoulder You're calling me at 2 a.m. and I know you're not sober You're screaming, crying on the phone, and can't keep your composure And then you say you met somebody, and you say he makes you happy If he really makes you happy, there's no reason to contact me So I know that's not the truth, and no you cannot put that past me 'Cause you're just as good acting as they say I am with rapping But I know, that baby you ain't nothing but trouble All the dreams that we imagined as the happiest couple Getting married, having kids, and never loving another Are now buried in the dirt, did it without a shovel When you're staring out the window With your head up on his pillow Does he know that I'm the one that's on your mind? I'm on your mind 'Cause he don't love you like I love you He don't touch you like I touch you He can try a million times, it's such a shame That it just won't feel the same So does he know about that text from the 16th of April Or do you make sure that you never leave your phone on the table I bet you're way careful now since you're still painting a fable All the times I caught you made our whole relationship fatal So how long ago you tell him that we broke up? How many times you go out, and you hope that I don't show up? How many times you hear my name, and you try not to choke up? If you're the woman of the dreams, I'm happy that I woke up And just because I diss you does not mean that I don't miss you I just hate that you keep telling lies about how I was with you Tryna claim that I controlled ya, have the nerve to say I hit ya Never placed a finger on ya and I put that on my sister It's obvious you do what you do best Keep on playing the victim You're so manipulative baby, and you're so narcissistic I know you're checking on my page, even when you're out with him The only reason why he still has you is because I let him When you're staring out the window With your head up on his pillow Does he know that I'm the one that's on your mind? I'm on your mind 'Cause he don't love you like I love you He don't touch you like I touch you He can try a million times, it's such a shame That it just won't feel the same