I Felt It All

It's hard to fall out of this place I'm in Where do I begin, anyway? You fade away until you're let back in You exchange your skin, selfishly You hold me close to tear me down You flow through me, a disease A starting point that never ends You sank your hooks in me I felt it all I thought it was better this way We dissolved the love we had at the start I felt it all I thought we won't make the mistake Of letting everything fall apart I can't have my hands tied I try to be anywhere else but inside my thoughts Weighing me down until I find my God Counting the minutes just showed the time I lost To get back and find you Let that define who we knew we are The pain isn't new, then it's truly scarred An ending just assumes we'd start again You hold me close to tear me down You flow through me, a disease A starting point that never ends You sank your hooks in me I felt it all I thought it was better this way We dissolved the love we had at the start (from the start) I felt it all I thought we won't make the mistake Of letting everything fall apart I barely had a chance to catch my breath You left too many holes inside my chest I can't feel a thing I can't feel a thing I felt it all I thought it was better this way We dissolved the love we had at the start (from the start) I felt it all I thought we won't make the mistake Of letting everything fall apart (fall apart)