spittake

It's all in my lies

But I'm telling the truth

What if I really loathe myself

Just as much as I pretend to

That brings me to tears

That brings me to god

God does a spit-take baby

He says I was the joke all along

So once you figure that out

Let me know

Before I lose it

This can't be it all now can it

Hold me close I'm dying dammit