Invisible Hand

Finally there's no one to talk to I'm staring at the writing in the stall of the bathroom Hiding from the people who keep asking how I am Look in the mirror and run the tap Keep wasting time until I have to go back Wishing I felt nothing but the water on my hands Put me in front of the TV It'll numb me til I go to bed Don't let me look at the walls Cuz that's where I want, that's where I wanna bang my head Sorry that I'm not here I'm just being strangled by an invisible hand Feels good to slam the door Took all my clothes and threw them on the floor I guess I'll just keep shoving them under the bed I wish you'd yell at me so that I could yell back I need a real reason to throw my fist at It's not a cry for attention when I say "I don't give a shit" So put me in front of the TV It'll numb me til I go to bed Don't let me look at the walls Cuz that's where I want, that's where I wanna bang my head Sorry that I'm not here I'm just being strangled by an invisible hand Tried to meditate and I watched what I ate But it didn't make it go away It didn't make it go away I cried in the back of a yoga class Cuz it didn't make it go away No it didn't make it go away No it didn't make it go away So put me in front of the TV It'll numb me til I go to bed Don't let me look at the walls Cuz that's where I want, that's where I wanna bang my head Sorry that I'm not here I'm just being strangled by an invisible hand By an invisible hand