Being Around

If I gave a second to a second thought I'd watch my youth slip right through My wide eyes If I told you that I love you That would be a guarantee That there's nothing Or no one else for me Oh I can't be in charge of breaking hearts That ain't a job Girl don't you make a monster out of me Oh I'm trying, trying my best To write the words and the phrases Phrases from all the phases All for you I'll keep living You can stay I don't mind the company babe Just know I ain't old enough to say That what I have is what's ahead Oh you're the one until I'm dead I'll kiss your lips I'll bless your brain I'm a jolly roger darling dodger bane And we know my mind ain't right A late bloomer I took boomers Trust in me is a cautious game You ought not to play And my heart ain't in my chest Stomach's always a mess I'm nervous, young Always obsessed with something new And soon all I'll do is sit and whine and write to you While you're off wishing your thoughts far from me Still I'm trying, trying my best To write the words and the phrases Phrases from all the phases All for you I'll keep living You can stay I don't mind the company babe Just know I ain't old enough to say That what I have is what's ahead Oh you're the one until I'm dead I'll kiss your lips I'll bless your brain I'm a jolly roger darling dodger bane