Don’t

Wrote you all these pages, threw them out And I'll pick up the phone just to put it back down Don't think I can hear how you're better now I can feel the silence getting loud How long are these thoughts about you gonna run around? How I wish we'd found some common ground Now I'm putting on a show while you're left at home It's not personal Don't wanna cry, so I'll make a joke You're stuck in the goddamn back of my throat Maybe it's pride or maybe I'm cold There's all of these things I should say, but I don't Did it get you heavy? Did you shake? When you hear about me, tell me, does it make you flinch? Does it kill you too, the wondering? (Wondering, wondering) Oh, were you dancing on your own? Or taking someone home? Better I don't know Don't wanna cry, so I'll make a joke You're stuck in the goddamn back of my throat Maybe it's pride or maybe I'm cold There's all of these things I should say, but I don't Can't speak your name, I'm scared that I'll choke Block out the nights in the back of your Ford Baby it's cruel, spitting out hope There's all of these things I should say, but I don't Oh-oh, so I just don't I, I, I, I, I don't I, I, I, I, I don't I, I, I, I, I don't Don't wanna cry, so I'll make a joke You're stuck in the goddamn back of my throat Maybe it's pride or maybe I'm cold There's all of these things I should say, but I don't Can't speak your name, I'm scared that I'll choke Block out the nights in the back of your Ford Baby it's cruel, spitting out hope There's all of these things I should say, but I don't Oh-oh, so I just don't