Skin

I realized that today I turn 20 30 sessions in, I feel better already Learned how I tick more when I'm feelin' worried I'm not off the rocks, and I blem every mornin' Ah-ah, mm-hm I finally blocked you, said bye to your sister She started to cry 'cause I told her I missed ya But you left your nails on the curves of my body So I lock the door now, and leave the bath runnin' Ah-ah, mm-hm My skin is new, seven years on Your touch is lost with the dust on the floor Without you, try to rewire my brain To love with my armour off My skin is free, seven years gone My flesh, unseen, how great to be Without you, I'm as alive as a lion I'm finally thrivin' You once pulled a tantrum like you were a child I was exhausted, but still made you smile Let you tuck me to bed with the lust of your stare With your lips curled around me and hands in my hair With a syncopated heartbeat, I struggle with air I might've been young, but I was aware What I thought was a fever dream I had of you Has caught up with me now, it was true, it's always been true Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, ooh, oh-oh-oh Ooh, oh-oh-oh, ah My skin is new, seven years on Your touch is lost with the dust on the floor Without you, try to rewire my brain To love with my armour off My skin is free, seven years gone My flesh, unseen, how great to be Without you, I'm as alive as a lion I'm finally thrivin' Yeah, oh-oh Ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh Yeah