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Gave into my impulse Checked who your new girl was It's wild you moved on Wounded then you add salt How dare you to still make me feel like shit Friends call to hype me up But the high won't last long Can't write a damn thing Without your name in a song I swear I'm tryin' to face it But I keep dissociating Turning all your pictures around Dunno why I even save them It's not because I want you I'm just scared of getting used to my life now Coming home to no one Waking up without you Hate to say I kinda like it alone Oh, my feelings keep changing I think I'm goin' crazy But maybe I'm allowed to be Allowed to be Allowed to be Both happy and sad A little this, a little that Guess healing don't feel like a straight line I'm not in denial I'm on edge with a smile Yeah I'm hurt but I know I'll be fine Goin' through all our old texts Just when I thought I moved on Cry and then stop myself 'Cause the hurt don't last long I swear I'm tryin' to face it But I keep dissociating Turning all your pictures around Dunno why I even save them It's not because I want you I'm just scared of getting used to my life now Coming home to no one Waking up without you Hate to say, I kinda like it alone Oh, my feelings keep changing I think I'm goin' crazy But maybe I'm allowed to be both Oh, I'm tryin' to face it But I keep dissociating Turning all your pictures around Dunno why I even save them It's not because I want you I'm just scared of getting used to my life now Coming home to no one Waking up without you Hate to say I kinda like it alone Oh, my feelings keep changing I think I'm goin' crazy But maybe I'm allowed to be both Maybe I'm allowed to be both