FIRE4FUN

Sweet relief like concrete It lives under my dreams Has more to lose than me I can never see it any closer, temple full of vultures Circlin' my brain like I left it to the worms Scary vicious unrelentin' birds, twistin' up my words I carefully scan my eyes For somethin' that I might've missed the prior thousand times And God, I'm so afraid of what I'll find So I guess I've made my bed And I can't lie to myself anymore I've put myself through hell, I hear the bells My hair is growin' thin, my eyes are sunken in And every mornin' shows how bad a keeper I have been Buzz-buzz-buzz-buzz Hyperactive hornets in my lungs-lungs-lungs-lungs Sick of nothin' feelin' like enough-'nough-'nough, I'm so stuck-stuck-stuck And my body is inhabited by bugs-bugs-bugs, shut up-up-up-up Nothin' ever matters 'til it does-does-does-does Think I'll start a fire just for fun, the sun is loaded like a gun And shootin' venom right into my blood-blood-blood-blood-blood I look too far ahead Glitter in my irises from starin' at the moon It always calls to me, but I can't seem to say Anythin' the wind won't carry away I can barely see you standin' right in view of vivid apparitions Who project themselves onto picture-perfect cells I can barely see you standin' right in view of vivid apparitions Who project themselves onto picture-perfect cells Buzz-buzz-buzz-buzz Hyperactive hornets in my lungs-lungs-lungs-lungs Sick of nothin' feelin' like enough-'nough-'nough, I'm so stuck-stuck-stuck And my body is inhabited by bugs-bugs-bugs, shut up-up-up-up Nothin' ever matters 'til it does-does-does-does Think I'll start a fire just for fun, the sun is loaded like a gun And shootin' venom right into my blood-blood-blood-blood-blood I can barely see you standin' right in view of vivid apparitions Who project themselves onto picture-perfect cells I can barely see you standin' right in view of vivid apparitions Who do project themselves onto picture-perfect cells I can barely see you standin' right in view of vivid apparitions Who project themselves onto picture-perfect cells I can barely see you standin' right in view of vivid apparitions (like concrete) Who project themselves onto picture perfect cells (it lives under my dreams) Become the catalyst Feel the chaos consume me until I consume it and take command Command chance Command truth Command fear Command risk