So i guess this is over
I've officially blown it
A very first for me
A humbling moment
Replaying different outcomes
And the signs that i missed
The other one wasn't about you
But i guess this one is
And what a silly way
To hand over the power
Texting you too late
While I'm cleaning my shower
This is all too late now
And i'm gonna let it go
These are just a couple things I wanted you to know
And get a load of you
Forgetting my name
And get a load of me
Forgetting to do the same
And I wanted to tell you
But it hurts when we speak
That since i messed this up
I haven't felt like
I haven't felt like me
So i guess this is over
I've officially blown it
The next steps for me
Are forgetting that moment
And I don't know you well
But I wanted to know you better
And just thinking about it now
Is making me turn redder
Cus a night i thought would make you
Like ma bit more after
Turned into and embarrassing
And eye rolling disaster
After blacking out too early
At my own clients show
I guess I said some things i never wanted you to know
Let's give it up for you
And not holding your breath
And let's give it up for me
Denying there is nothing left
And I wanted to tell you
But it hurts when we speak
That since i messed this up
I haven't felt like
I haven't felt like me
And I never thought I'd say this
At this point it doesnt matter
Ya i never liked Taylor
But started to like hearing you talk about her
This is all too late now
And i'm gonna let it go
These are just a couple things I wanted you to know
