Fear of Happy Endings

Came back in case I'd see you

Now I'm just passing through

My hometown graveyard

Plotting my next downfall

Thought I was growing up

But I was sinking lower

You only shined like love

Reflected once I'm older

I got no home here anymore

So what the fuck would I stay for

Doubting if I'd ever find the one

I would call my own

When will I start caring

Aren't I sick of sharing

Ending up alone

Was conditioned by the drama

Watched the screen but never saw

What's behind the curtains drawn

Got a fear of happy endings

Getting bored, admitting

I don't want what's next to come

Passed your house a couple times

Not the way I used to drive

Hoped you'd see me crack a smile

So you'd know I'm doin just fine

Everyone on my old block

Shades me with a face of stone

Save the last friend that I got

Like i didn't let her down the most

No one here knows me anymore

So who the fuck would I stay for

Doubting if I'd ever find the one

I would call my own

When will I start caring

Aren't I sick of sharing

Ending up alone

Was conditioned by the drama

Watched the screen but never saw

What's behind the curtains drawn

Got a fear of happy endings

Getting bored, admitting

I don't want what's next to come

Won't see this through just to leave

If it's not you it must be me

I fucked it all up

Like I always knew I would

I tore it all down

Like I always will

I've got nothing to say for myself

So why would I stay