Credits
Songtexte
[Verse 1]
You'll smell it on my breath
That little kick in my kiss
My little secret, a little vomit
Sweet liquid courage
[Chorus]
I don't know what is loudest
The screaming in my head
That wants me over the edge
Or the deafening silence
The constant shade of death
Pure violence
[Verse 2]
I feel more than it shows
Higher highs, lower lows
First sip I regret the most
Next six make me drift with the undertow
[Chorus]
I don't know what is loudest
The screaming in my head
That wants me over the edge
Or the deafening silence
The constant shade of death
Pure violence
[Bridge]
But I'm a lab rat with a meth lever
It's too easy to obtain
It's so socially accepted
And it numbs most of my brain
It's a slow and selfish suicide
Drowning my pain
[Verse 3]
You can't help me
Don't try to save me, don't waste your time
Hard-earned misery
Live your fucked life while I waste mine
[Chorus]
Nothing takes the edge anymore
Nothing does what it did before
Last call before the curtains fall
You want to feel so small that I feel nothing at all
[Outro]
You can't help me
Don't try to save me
Don't waste your time on my misery
