sometimes

Yeah

Have you ever felt pain that's so unbearable?

Have you ever seen your dog mama cryin' 'cause y'all had to bury him?

Know some **** fake it 'til they make it, ain't my character

**** waitin' on the handout, these **** charity

Man, sometimes I be needin' space, it give me clarity (Let the beat ride out, Ju)

Told myself could never trust again, that shit embarrassin'

Never hated, I be to myself, but apparently

They gon' hate regardless 'cause I made myself a target, huh

They just see the diamonds, they don't know how pure my heart is

Started off with nothin', runnin' through the jungle, Tarzan

I can't speak for y'all, but we kept it real on our end

They say the sun shine, but all I ever knew was darkness

Numb to the pain, but I get lost in my thoughts

You probably need a straitjacket you see the shit I saw

My head up, you couldn't tell, was takin' all them losses

Rather go get judged than them **** carryin' my coffin

Couldn't even see it, I was blind when they crossed me

Another day, another **** hatin', movin' faulty

Middle school, I wanted a G-Shock, now it's frosty

**** playin', trollin' on the 'net, it's gon' cost you

Where I'm from it's violence, product by environment

Same **** quick to say it's love, they be slimy

Tunnel vision, I've been turnin' pain into diamonds

Bet a million, I'm least a million up when they find me

I ain't stoppin' 'til I see a hundred mill'

I ain't stoppin' 'til I put my mind somewhere up in the hills

I ain't stoppin' 'til my unc' free and cuz get that appeal

I wonder how in a world so fake it gets so real, huh

**** out here praisin' fake shit, they better stand on it

Understand that shit turn to gold, I put my hands on it

I don't care, I still got it on me at the ceremony

I do everything for my fam' and them rare moments

I don't even be surprised sometimes, when I'm alone, I still cry sometimes

I still be talking to the sky sometimes, I don't know how I still survive sometimes

I don't even be surprised sometimes, when I'm alone, I still cry sometimes

I still be talking to the sky sometimes, I don't know how I still survive sometimes, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah