for Eugene

Were you there

Did you hear me

Blew out the candles

Swear I felt you breathe

Were you in the room

It's been a long time now

I can't remember

What you smell like

I only saw you in December's

Was that really you

Were you in the room

It gets stranger every year

Who would I be if you were here

I remember the day I turned 21

Felt the tether tug my feet as I took for the sun

It feels better, try to forget every year

But I'm scared that if I do

I'll forget you, too

April showers

Bless my window

They were ours

Wonder where do they go

When seasons change

Oh I miss the rain

I remember the day I turned 21

Felt the tether tug my feet as I took for the sun

It feels better, try to forget every year

But I'm scared that if I do

I'll forget you, too

Oh I'd stay if I could choose

It won't be the same at 22

I was little

But I still hear you sing

Fera Shaka, sitting on your knee

Well this is for you