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hatemyself
Hip-Hop/Rap
hatemyself wurde am 14. Februar 2025 von Rxmedy Records als Teil des Albums maybenowyoullcomehome veröffentlicht
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Veröffentlichungsdatum14. Februar 2025
LabelRxmedy Records
SpracheEnglish
Melodizität
Akustizität
Valence
Tanzbarkeit
Energie
BPM155

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Musikvideo

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Mason Boek
Mason Boek
Songwriter

Songtexte

And I hate myself for it
And I-And I hate myself-self
And I hate myself for it
Yeah, everyday I hate myself-self
All the arguments and all the pointless pain
That's when something clicked in my brain
Oh baby, yeah you made me feel insane
Now I'm on the drugs, poppin' pills just to feel okay
And I hate myself for it
Yeah, everyday I hate myself for it
Pop another one, I'll break myself for it
Devil told me I should take myself for it
I been smoking green, I hear the devil tryna drown him out
Five:35AM now the sun is out
I don't get no sleep cause these pills got me on the prowl
If you make me frown I may hunt you down
Vision blurry but I ain't in no hurry
We could slow it down or speed it up if you want it
Baby I'll throw hunnids, but only on the substance
That's just how I want it, that's how bad I want it
Despite my paranoia, I see without me you'll do better
I see without me, it's the weather
Yeah, it's better yeah, it's clearer
(And it's all because of)
Blue and pink
(And it's all because of)
These 70's
(And it's all because of)
They're mentally
(And it's all because the pill's destroying me)
Destroying me
All the arguments and all the pointless pain
That's when something clicked in my brain
Oh baby, yeah you made me feel insane
Now I'm on the drugs, poppin' pills just to feel okay
And I hate myself for it
Yeah, everyday I hate myself for it
Pop another one, I'll break myself for it
Devil told me I should take myself for it
I ain't been feeling alright
Pop two more, that got me feeling alive
I'm fucked up, bitch
Yeah, I know I'm a vibe
But I'ma keep upping the dosage, watch the tolerance climb
I might pop two more yeah, to make my day
I ain't feeling alright, no I ain't feeling okay
I been taking too many, yeah I'm in my grave
Already, yeah I'm fucking dead-dead
She left me on read all week instead
I cannot rest without you here
I need your head against my chest
But I know that you don't ever wanna see me again
Yeah, I remember when you gave up
So cold to me, no love
I didn't get enough, so I gave up with you
All the arguments and all the pointless pain
That's when something clicked in my brain
Oh baby, yeah you made me feel insane
Now I'm on the drugs, poppin' pills just to feel okay
And I hate myself for it
Yeah, everyday I hate myself for it
Pop another one, I'll break myself for it
Devil told me I should take myself for it
Written by: Mason Boek
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