I'm in the back no friends

Tenth grade I tried kill myself

The next year almost od'd off them bars this shit really unwell

My pops ain't fuck with me for a really long time I was just tryn be myself

But now that I'm on my grind and I pop my shit he don't care who I kiss and tell

That girl panties still here I wonder if she hate me still

Can't lie that voice still in my head it's begging to take me out

I bought her a stick cause fuck is that mace about that shit ain't doing nothing

**** got sticks and **** a really die about it

Had to think would ttenseventeen really cry about it

Think he would and then lie about it later

**** gotta stop fakin

All that pain you put away man I gotta embrace it

Life so crazy shit go by so quick

It's twoam

I'm up late night so days started feelin like minutes

I wanna spin back on that one bitch but I can't even really do that cause that shit really finished

Yeah

Huh that shit through

You know like everybody got that one bitch that they thought was sposed to be they boo

It's 222 you make that wish you still ain't gon get back yo bitch ****

You could take that fuckin risk you prolly still ain't gettin rich ****

Get ya black ass sent to prison now you penitentiary livin now you really ain't got shit ****

Or you could take that shot

And if you miss you could just boot up you always fall back to the drugs

And I miss my dog he died in my arms when he was just a cub it fucked me up

This one girl fucked me up

J-jumped out of the window it fucked me up

I wish I could say that it fucked her up but she dead

And I think about that shit like everyday

The drugs ain't change me they just helped lessen the pain

I don't know what done made me so vain I used to care so much

It's myself that made me hate my guts

But I'm still poppin shit I'm walking around strutting my shit like the opposite

It's shit like that don't make no sense

Giel how I hate myself but I walk around like the baddest bitch I don't

I don't get it

I'm in the back no friends

Tenth grade I tried kill myself

The next year almost od'd off them bars this shit really unwell

My pops ain't fuck with me for a really long time I was just tryn be myself

But now that I'm on my grind and I pop my shit he don't care who I kiss and tell

That girl panties still here I wonder if she hate me still

Can't lie that voice still in my head it's begging to take me out

I bought her a stick cause fuck is that mace about that shit ain't doing nothing

**** got sticks and **** a really die about it

Had to think would ttenseventeen really cry about it