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I Push First
604
Reggae
I Push First wurde am 23. Dezember 2025 von Let Babylon Burn Records als Teil des Albums veröffentlichtI Push First - Single
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Veröffentlichungsdatum23. Dezember 2025
LabelLet Babylon Burn Records
Melodizität
Akustizität
Valence
Tanzbarkeit
Energie
BPM69

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Let Babylon Burn
Let Babylon Burn
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Robert Lancaster
Robert Lancaster
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Let Babylon Burn
Let Babylon Burn
Producer

Songtexte

I don’t raise my voice, I build a case
Out of small things you didn’t mean
If I can find a crack to focus on
I don’t have to say what scares me
I call it space, I call it timing
Say I work better on my own
But the closer you get to the center
The louder my head says don’t
It’s not that I don’t want you near
It’s that near feels like a test
Every time something feels too good
My body starts to brace for less
So I push first
Before you leave
I turn feelings into reasons
Just to give myself relief
I push first
Not out of pride
Out of something wired deep inside
If love gets close
I assume the cost
Is losing more than I can hide
I try to fill my heart with feeling
Like it might drown out what’s there
Stacking moments, noise and warmth
Over damage I won’t share
But no amount of borrowed light
Can cover what still aches
I smile through it, hold it steady
While something underneath still shakes
They say “why you always looking for trouble?”
I say “I’m just reading the signs”
But the signs are old survival habits
That never learned new times
So I push first
Yeah, I know
I hate myself for it — just so you know
If I flinch when you stay
Or tense when you’re kind
That’s not you
That’s old fear crossing lines
If I ever let you stay
And don’t reach for the door
It’s not that the pain is gone
I just trust you more
Written by: Robert Lancaster
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